Our family just had a movie night and the movie of choice was Miracles from Heaven. Now I have been wanting to watch this movie since it came out but with 4 kids and 6 different peoples schedules we just never got around to it.
If you have not seen this moving let me be very firm in saying "go watch it!" and if you have seen it you will understand how extremely emotional it is. I have laughed AND cried throughout the entire show. I can so relate to the mom and the feeling of losing her faith. I will be the first to admit I have been in a bit of a fog where God is concerned throughout this entire journey with Case. I am not sure how to dig myself out. I try to not be so bitter but it is hard. When the women in the movie question her about why her child is sick and if her or her child sinned I completely feel that that is how people look at us. That for some reason we caused Case to be sick.
Being based on a true story I am so glad that sweet Anna found her miracle and I hope that sick kids continue to be given miracles. Case is our sweet miracle, even though he may never be completely healed he still thrives and is the toughest, happiest, and most blessed child I know. And while I have hit my knees many times since he was born and prayed for help and a miracle I have also been mad and bitter......something I, as a Christian need to get figured out.
